new sem juz start!!!!
but look like not that easy!!!!
i try to do my best again!!!!
but still not that good!!!!!
@@?? and >not so comfortable with my situation now!!!!
i like leading, i like win, i like every things!!!!

but the most important 1, i like happy!!!!
juz peace can make me peace!!!!
but juz a war at downstair!!!!
even that not involve me, but i still dun like it!!!!!
y cant every 1 sit down and talk rationally??????
is that hard????? very hard?????? any 1 tell me pls!!!
hard?????

dun talk about it!!!!
it really make me stress!!!!!
i try to be cool and ignore it!!!!
but i cant!!!!!
these kind of things really disturb me badly!!!!
XXXX!!!!
it make me so "down" now!!!!

when i "down", all my thinking become chaos!!!!
all things mix together!!!!
until it can mix a chinese song with a english song and come out with own equation!!!!
zzzzz.....
i not crazy or what!!!
that is juz my way to realease stress and get off my xxxxing "down"!!!!!