2 months... cool or hot???

ya... almost 2 month....
time pass really fast....
if things not going on that way, what should it b now?????
will it better????
nobody knows....
but for u.... now is the best......@@~!

outside the window is juz finish raining....
but i sit inside my room and look outside......
almost no wind... and a bird juz walk pass the electric cable hangging outside which juz infront of my window....
another 2 pigeon come and standing there.....
nothing special.....
everythings look so peace.....
ya... sure peace.....
malaysia no war, no volcano and no tornando....

that is what ppl say too peace and too free.....
when u eat too full and ntg to do, then u will start to do some abnormal things......
which some ppl call it stupid things.....
sometime still thinking of u.....
but that is totally not my job now.....
ermmm.....
that mayb coz of holiday now and too free....

that is juz after raining in the hot hot afternoon....
but the air feels deadly....
erm.... cool???? not.....
hot??? not.....
juz nice??? dun think so.....
then???? i dunno.....
arm... that is hot in the cool and the wind is in the hot but the wind is not hot.....
actually dunno how to discribe it....
juz confusing about hot and cool.....

andbody tell me how hot is hot????
how cool is cool?????
and anybody tell me u choice is true or false???
no answer man.....
coz juz like "the road not taken" that we study at form 4......
that is 2 road infront of u.....
u can juz choose to take 1.....
and that is no return after ur choice.....
u never know what is happenin at the other road......
that is the meaning of life.....
the things will never happen same for twice....(my favourite sentence from Nadia 2) and Nadia 3 is coming....^^

dragon flies in the city!!!

Are you happy????

Is that what u want????

U know what i think???

dun guess!!!!

believe in what u see!!!!


that is a things that totally out of our imagination!!!!!

it can be whatever that u can think about it!!!

that is too long story to talk about it too!!!!

conclusion for that: look like ok,but not!!!!
things go alright, but finally not!!!!
mayb that was juz like what ppl say!!!!

meet the right/wrong ppl at the wrong/right time.....
wrong/right ppl exist in the right/wrong place......

梦

昨晚又发梦了。。。。
好久没发那么多梦了！！！
虽然印象不深，但却忘不了！！！！

最近，生活的起落真的好大。。。。
平时冷淡无情的我也快受不了了！！！！
惟有的只是那苦苦支撑的尊严。。。。
记得，以前自己告诉过别人，压力是自己给的。。。。
可是，当自己陷在里面时，还是无法自拔。。。。

人生总有起落嘛！！！看开点，也会快乐点！！！
谈来何尝容易？？？？

就连想找个谈得来的人诉苦也难！！！
难道只有梦陪我吗？？？
我真的就这样挂了吗？？？
我不甘心耶！！！

如果你注意的话，会觉得最近我常来这里，也每天都在fb上！！！
因为不敢让自己太的空。。。。
头脑一得空，就开始乱想~~~会想太多！！！

习惯

写了整晚，结果是：牛头不对马嘴！！！！
真的写不出什么来，写到 pek chek，结果全擦了。。。。
@@！！！！

唯一得到的是一句：
当绝路变成出路；当绝望变成希望；当不惯变成习惯。。。。

conclusion:
习惯了担心，虽然才离开没多久，但却开始担心。。。。
担心你今天过得好不好？？？
担心你是否过得比昨天好。。。
早上吃得饱不饱？？？
晚上睡得好不好？？？
下雨天时，你拿冰冰的小手会不会很冷？？？



晚安。。。我睡了^^

1st lolipop ever in my life.....

finally, i ate a lolipop.....
i ate it today.....^^
i really never eat that b4!!!!

when i was very very young, my parents wont let me to eat.....
after i grow bigger, i also never eat that coz i think that wont b delicious......
that is why, i never try it.....
until today....

but you give me a lolipop today....
really a suprise for me.....
no 1 will take lolipop to me before this....
haha.....

but u different!!!^^
even that not mean anythings....
but it may mean a lots....

u even c me dunno how to open the packing....
but luckily i still know how to eat....^^

now only i know why ppl so like to eat lolipop......

that is great.....
worth....
sweet....
and giving u memories.....


u know y i say worth?????

coz normally i eat Halls!!!!
Rm1.20 (price for now) for 1 "stick" (x9 tablets) !!!!
u know how fast i can eat????
2 hours 1 stick!!!! can even faster sometime!!!!
believe or not depend on u....
but lolipop really can tahan so long....^^
i think that sure will cheaper than Rm1.20 right???? (normal lolipop)


sweet???

Halls is sugarless loh.....
so, really hard for me to eat this taste.....
really seldom for me to have a candy that so tasty loh....
somemore is given by u.....
sweet + sweet = so sweet!!!!^^


memories????

that was the memories among us....
better dun comment too much....


after stop support Halls for more than 2 years, i think i can thinking of support lolipop.....
but not that kind of 2 hours --> 9 tablets lah....
else is will die very very soon.....haha....

suddenly i dunno what happen to me!!!!
i so confusing..... i so scare!!!! dunno y!!!!
i juz do a big bad mistake!!!!
mayb it was a biggest mistake for a guy....
i wonder y i make the call.....
is it because i too love her????
i hope she will forgive me.....
i say something at the wrong time....
totally wrong time....
with wrong way.....
defenately wrong way.....
but i sure!!!!!
that will be the right person......
my brain always stop working at weekend....
that will totally not what i like....
dun ask me what i write for this post....
it was a shame....
i hope no third ppl will understand it.....
i juz make it as a reminder that i had done such stupid thing....

笑

我现在才知道原来， 笑是爱与外最难的字！！！！
一个笔画简单到连小学生都嫌太容易的字居然会那么难！！！
一个笑容里能有无数的感情。。。。
傻笑，奸笑，微笑，真笑，假笑，等等！！！
居然有那么多钟？？？？
笑也是一种艺术，一种你用一生去学习的艺术！！！

从小，我就不懂得怎样笑！！！！
毕竟，那童年无邪的笑是最自然，最天真的！！！！
现在，很难再找到那种笑容了。。。。
在我的回忆里，笑渐渐被遗忘了，心里多的只是一丝的烦恼！！！
不笑，不笑，时间长了就连几时该笑都不知道。。。。
在现在的社会，不会笑的却是一个很大的损失！！！
但我不会很在乎，因为毕竟我不是靠笑找吃的。。。。
但不代表我不喜欢笑，只是不懂得怎样笑！！！！

感觉上自己笑起来，好假哦！！！
笑得好不自然，笑得自然就笑得不美！！！
真的好难笑噢。。。。>
直到，遇见了她。。。。
我才开始找回那久违的笑容！！！！
虽然我不是笑得特别美，但却特别开心。。。。^^
她的笑容，可甜美的多了，比起我的，好很多。。。。。
只要她那嘴角一弯，那笑容，真的好甜噢。。。。
只要想起她，就不能忘记那甜美的笑容。。。。
真的 SWEET 到不知道怎样形容。。。。。
看了，很舒服，很自然。。。。。真的！！！
多么希望每天都能看到她笑。。。。
为了让她笑，我会努力的学笑，更会努力的学逗她笑！！！！

就只有那么一点吗？？？

有时候，绝路也是人生的一条出路；
有时候，逃避也是解决的一个方法；
有时候，天与地之间只是一线之差；
有时候，对与错只不过是一丝概念；
有时候，我慌张摇摆因你的一句话；
有时候，改变一切是你的一个微笑。

dun call me translate in english pls!!!
is outside my english level...^^
sry ya....

曾经

曾经，我以为爱的出现都是因为有寂寞的存在。。。。
once upon a time, i think that the love is due the loneliness....
曾经，我取笑别人说我爱你是因为他们爱自己。。。。
once upon a time, i think that people say i love you because they love theirself....
曾经，我以为以为我只需要自己一个人就足够。。。。
once upon a time, i think that i just need to have myself....
曾经，我认为自己是那种无血无泪的冷血动物。。。。
once upon a time, i think that i am those who no feeling toward everythings....

但，我都错了，都不是。。。。
but, i wrong.....

same food, different taste....

this weekend really is a black weekend for me.....
evrythinsg go in wrong direction.....
but luckly, look like mayb it will going alright....
whos know????
lets c on monday!!!
i really hope that will be alright!!!!

actually, yesterday i go to a place!!!!
a restaurant!!!!
last time is 2 ppl, but this time is 4 ppl (with my mum and sisters)....
like last time, i am the first person to walk in follow by the other(S)...
i choose the same place to sit......
when the menu come on me, i totally doest not want to think what to eat.....
same as last time...... a rice and a drinks.....
but, the taste different from last time i ate.....

i still remenber last time i help to clean all spoons and forks b4 eat....
this time, sry man... no more special cleaning service....
that time, i ate 1 bowl + few spoons.....
this time, juz 1 bowl only.....
after i ate, i wonder am i ordering the wrong food or the waiter take the wrong order?????
y the taste change so much..... i ate very less that day....
even my mum ask me y eat so less???? am i full enough????
but that bowl of rice make me even full till cant finish my dinner!!!!
from that time, i learn a things: when u eat with different mood and different ppl, the taste will be different!!!!

after that, i go buy a shirt for my convo....
that is good to have a nice look at convo.....
but, i not happy at all.....
coz, all those ppl i want them to c me in my convo will not present that day.....
neither 1.... that will be a convo with something less.....
a regret....
i may have more convo in future....
but, things never happen same for twice.....
my future convo will never replace this convo.....
like what she say: no 1 can replace any 1 in ones heart.... same for me... and u.....